Tired Day

I sleep early lately but I feel very tired and sleepy. May be because of stress and I don't have quality sleep. Sigh. I keep thinking of my works every time I go out. I still have some data to key in and I haven't do the reading about statistics yet. Somebody hit my car's side mirror this morning! Luckily, the side mirror didn't break. Sigh. I am not feeling well lately. The left part of my abdomen is painful a few times a day. It is just a minor pain, so I am lazy to see doctor.

When I am not happy and stress, I wish I can talk to him but he seems like just an illusion. So, I can't reach him. Who am I in his heart? Nobody. hahaha... I talked to Ellan last night, he said he will sms me every morning to say good morning and he did this morning. hahaha... SK also sms me this morning, he said good morning. He is so nice but .... Sigh... I think I am the one who has problems. I expect more attentions and what I got is less than a normal friend can get. If one day I am sick, I think he can't and won't take care of me. I don't know what feeling inside me now but did he care? NO! LOVE is painful and suffering. hahaha... But it's good for person who wants to lose weight. It makes you lose your appetite. That's why I am getting thinner and thinner. I am talkative but lately I am not interested to talk already. I am not as lucky as other people who has a man who really loves her and care about her. It's ok. Who knows miracle will happen later and my life will turns colourful and bright. : )